new slang

I'm just basically ready to give up on my love life all together because I guess my love life has given up on me. every time that I have ever tried with a girl it usually seems to fall into a million pieces before anything serious can actually happen. well I guess a better way of putting this would actually be taking a break from trying than actually giving up. but the thing is that I really don't want to just because of the hope and the slightest of possibilities that something might actually work....