Monday, October 29, 2012

How's it gonna be

so i took my chances and stuck my neck out. and then everything crashed and burned. i just totally got friend zoned by my huge crush. now I just feel so alone, and not because of the loss of her but because there's no one left in my world. I've got no one else to lean on and all i really had before was the thought of her and that's what kept me going. and now that that is gone I don't know what's going to happen. I have nowhere to go and now I'm scared.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

I'm looking through you

I'm not sure what to do. I really like this girl and I cant stop thinking of her at all. it really shouldn't have been this difficult because it seems as though she likes me but sometimes i just cant tell. I know for a fact that she used to like me and everything, but love has a nasty habit of disappearing over night. and I know that all too well. it might just be because I'm a total coward and not being able to actually talk to her. every time I even think about talking to her I start getting nervous and I get scared because I have no idea what she would say. I'm not sure what I would do no matter the situation. if I get rejected then that would be just horrible. but an even greater fear is if she doesn't, then what do i do. I just need help I guess...